Honouring the Wolf

It was early afternoon when I sat on the bus on the way home from work. The sun was mild through the clouds but the day seemed bright nevertheless after the long period of dark days in the middle of winter. I was tired. The bus was empty and its engine emmitted a calming vibration. We were driving through woods built of birch and some pine. I felt at home, comfortable. I was sitting comfortably, very comfortable so I was concerned that I would fall asleep and miss my stop eventually. But I didn’t. I just sat among the trees, with my rear legs comfortably tucked under my body insulating from the cold. I felt the light wind brushing the fur on my back and on my left side. It wasn’t strong enough to disturb me instead it felt me with its freshness. I was at home in the midst of trees, drinking the view and the smells with all my senses. My muscles and my jaws felt slightly tensed. I was ready for action. My teeth were sharp if they were to be needed. I never imagined feeling ones jaws when being a wolf. It was sensational!

The bus was still driving among the trees and I could feel boredom in the forest, my legs ready to leap me into action. I was boredom, undescribable in words. I realised that I, wolf was ready to leave if I needed to. I closed my eyes and I was Gabor again, emerging from among the trees sitting on the bus getting ready to get of at my stop.

When this experience occurred, on the 4th February 2008 it inspired me to begin this journal. Entering a light trance, for the first time ever I managed to shapeshift. Unintentional, unaware. Once realising what was happening I continued . With confidence, without trying, merly intending.
I have been revisiting my first encounters with the spirit world and came to believe it may be time to share. Wolf is bored and it rquires me to do something in which he can offer his assistance. In my mind I revisited the beginning of this journey. When we first met and what happened since. Slowly, as my thoughts will emerge, I will be sharing this story. Read on and you shall remember:one will always look at the world through a window, there are no two windows share the same view and there is no window big enough to be able to see it all

original post on Facebook: February 6 6:10pm